Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Weirdo Aishi, 180896 Rocking 14 tis yr. SINGLE. Graduated from ShuqunPrimary, Currently a sec2 student in JurongSecondary In LOVE withAgniReloaded & DANCING, is what i do best. Random & Hyper, Messy & a freak,A weirdo mostly. I spend my tym all day dancing! Kinder Bueno,Ferrero Rocher,Original Brownies & Pizzas are yummy. Once a cheerleader, Always a cheerleader. Shuqun Starlets'08! LOVE AGNI RELOADED to the max! Loving the 29th Student Council, SPARKPLUG! 2C'10 are my horny freaks <3 & Sp^2 + V, my darlings! A slow thinker :D — Im Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close to loves Tagboard ShoutMix chat widget Exits 2C'10 6c3ianz'08 DumbDumbs' Sparkplug Afiqah Agnes Amirah AmiraY. Arivindd Ayuni Chermaine Estee Fadzly Jeslyn JiaXin Joey Jolin Kailin Karwai MayMyat Moallim Nadzirul Peiyi Priyah Renuga" Sabrina Shafiqah Shimei Shufian Siti Sorna Spencer Tricia Tzeling Vanetha Xinghui Yiling YingXuan YingYi Yuni Just it Him New HP Meet AgniReloaded More Experience in Dancing Remain/Improve standards in studies Get to Thru Train class Be in a Dance Group More Freedom Travel round the world Outings with friends:D Lasting Friendships AND MANY MANY MORE! Archives November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, April 30, 2010 Shitters I miss those days where sparkplug used to hang out alot. THIS IS SO DAMN TRUE ! 3 days of holiday. Sat, sun and monday ! Goodness, im alr rotting today. Mum n her fwends went to vivo. I wanna go ! i wanna retake my tamil paper. Stupid stomach pain. Im still having the pain. Hurts so alot! I dont like examinations ttm! Anyw, was on the phone with zaki. Im bored. i feel like studying. But, i got no mood to. i wanna improve on my subjects. Need maths tuition. If not, i cannot survive! i want a new handphone, as soon as possible. Disgusting Marica! Liking me ? Eew! asshole. basatard. Heavens sake ! No one will ever like you. You told ur dear friends that u were attached 5 times ?! goodness ! Whose so BLIND to love you ? Stupidity=.= Disgusting bitch! Go to hell. U told my fwend ur love is sincerer & Thn after awhile u say u give up ! haha ! fucking bastard ! some old kali mama man you ! =D Crankers ENRIQUE IGLESIAS! fucking hot ! Though he is lyk 34 yrs old? Esp, in the video, PUSH ! fucking HOT! =] First day of midyear exams & it turn out to be a disaster for me. Went to school early today. As usual, did SC duty. Had Mt Paper 1 first. Suddenly, stomach started to hurt. After paper1, went to canteen. After that. paper 2 started. My pain was SO SEVERE tht i could not concentrate on my paper. Fucked up! Didnt do my compre properly.shitty? YES! After paper, went to canteen met the boys, thn bus-ed to Pioneer mall with Renuga, Joey, Aiman, Shaik, Zaki and Kurniawan! Kinda fun. Afer we ate abit, went home with zaki, shaik and kurniawan. Walk and walk.LOLs. reached interchange, bused home alone. Btw, IM SO IN LOVE WITH ZAKI'S HOODIE !:] The pic above, Yeah ! Its zaki's hoodie tht im wearing. Hehe! Ok, gettin bored. Bobye readers! Sunday, April 25, 2010 Boomz Its just damn touching ! FUCKING LOVELY ! Went to Jp today with awesome ppl ! Joey, vickraam and aiman. Renuga was just simply too lazy to come ! Went library, studied for awhile! LOLs. i agree to the fact that i cant go out to study with fwends. but, i dont care! haha. so instead, we were just talking & talking. Got hungry & went to kfc to eat. After we ate, went to a playground. slack slack. at 5+ went back to Jp to buy brownies & sushi. Yumm~ Oh ! btw, i saw arul and his family today ! Like, OhMyGod ! Under my block. I was freaking shock. They were going to my hse when i was going out. Shitty(-.-) He is having a test for eng and maths ?? Sec 1 level on the 28 n 29 april ? Idk. So tht he can come to Sec 2 level Jurong Sec! Just cant wait. Lol ! Anyways, i havent do finish homework. && nithya, u making me jealous. haiz ! Bye earthlings... Saturday, April 24, 2010 Hurt Boy, this goes to you. Meant for YOU. Cute rite? SO ADORABLE!! I miss you so much ! Gosh. I dun lyk wht im feeling rite now. Help! well, i juz want u to be happy. Anyw, 2dae had extra lesson. History ! & Guess what, Ms wong li min stays near my hse ! After lesson, went Jp. Ate kfc thn went library. Krap around. thn crazy stuff happen. Stalkers ! Hahah . -'- Came home, 5plus went for function. OkOk la. TIRED ! anyw, i'm so sleepy now. Dk wht to blog bout & i feel sad once again. fuck. Friday, April 23, 2010 wohoo I call this pictures EXTREMELY YUMMY !yumm~~ Hello there everyone. I've finally got back my handphone. Begged my mum alot u noe ! So, 2dae school was normal. English was first. Book presentation nxt week! So lucky:D Bio lesson kinda interesting coz we were revising ? PE was nice :D recess , lastly maths ! Had maths test. Suckish. scared i might fail. after school, went to mac to buy thing. Blahs ! went to jurong west stadium to see th match. SEC1s & 2s..Jurong won ! over 100 points their score! After their match was over, we went over to support the girls. Chermaine steadstead injured:( Speedy Recovery ohs! after tht go support Bukit Panjang Govt. High vs Unity Sec. Bukit panjang gov.high should have won!! Btw, joey, me, renuga, sabrina & xinghui had a fun time disturbing some guys. haha! we were passing letters thru a the hole? nvmm. Anyw after the match slacked awhile at pioneel mall mac. Went to ree hse, played block catching awhile. Thn left home with sabrina. In the interchange saw zaki & shaik. Hello (: Reached home ! :D Thursday, April 22, 2010 Missing Big time rush ! Im inLOVE with ALL 4 BOYS ! The one in blue, Aston Merrygold <3 Im missing my handphone terribly! i want my phone. I cant get use to the fact that i dont have my phone with me for the mean tym. fucking shit. My bro asked my mum to return me my phone after mid-yr ! Shitty rite? Lucky not true. Anyw, morning reached school at 6.30. Wait for joey. Toking to joey thn suddenly cryy :( Go canteen. Sc room n sit down. So actually sch was kinda boring! I kept falling asleep for english & science lesson. Exams starts next week. Having maths test tmr, nvr revise at all. After school, stayed back to help out for Jurong's got talent audition! Alot ppl auditioned! reached home at 5.10..i hate my life now. Mum says i cant go watch any dance shows anymore. Wtfuck rite. For example, Asuraz thillai ! So cibai . i hate it. My stomach muscle pulling. Very pain. Cant seem to stretch since ytd. Spine pain starting. Suck ! Garh ..i realised, i really am WEAK! && im sooo in love with Aston Merrygold ! & sooo inlove with the 4 lovely boys acting in Big Time Rush ! Hehehs. Ok, my stomach rli hurts! Wht to do?! btw, arul is coming to jurong sec nxt monday! Maybe, not sure. I so missed him. tho i nv tok to him lyk years! BYE ! Wednesday, April 21, 2010 Craps The cookies...Nice ehs ? Yummy. I'm so stressed up now. Idk wad to do. Shall upload bout it tmr. School was normal. After school, went to Jp. Ate kfc. Thn headed to watch bball match. & its juz so obvious tht Jurong Secondary won. Oh yeah. Nice :D Met aiman, vickraam & spencer thn headed to pioneer mall. They ate while we me, renuga & joey went to renuga house. Played wih ram & prem awhile. Watched abit of final destination. Awesome ! thn went to carpark played carpark catching. Damn tiring ! Joey didnt play. Thn after tht went home. Suckish time now at home ! Since the time i reached home till now. Can imagine ? 7.20 till now, 10.46pm! Haiz. Crying...Terribly. Guess in school i might cry. Btw, My phone has been confiscated by my mum. fuck. im so pissed off. i need my phone. terrible D: SUCK BIG TIME ! FUCK SHIT . Sunday, April 18, 2010 Cock up Cute rite? Awhh^^ Its sunday & im freaking out in boredom! Havent started my homework. girl, dun be like tht leh. Heheh. I haven eat a proper meal & im not really hungry. Im fucking thirsty & theres no soft drink. & im still freaking mad at You! Now i call that picture above totally awesome! I wanna go out ! && Im Missing my primary school life. The teachers , My Friends, The school, Everything ! will update later bout it. :( Bye earthlings ! Saturday, April 17, 2010 Traumatized FUCK this shit ! Im fucked up. Frustrated ! I've changed. I blame you. Cn I? I hate you. But still, Cant hate you. Morning, had history lesson. Went mac after tht. After eating, went home & using lappy. Shit tht krap. Im traumatized i guess. My thinking on most boys are the same alr. Dammit. You've made my life suckish! Im jealous of you girl. & you, slut ! I hate you just so much. Yesterday, had cca. Kinda boring. After school ended, was with shaik, zaki & the rest. & i went in their "house" Cosy ! But was kinda hot in there. my running improved! Stamina kinda improved too. somewht like, 2.4km. 15mins 30 secs ! still muz improve !! :D P.s. If you are jealous, Be jealous ! Muahah ! i dun care. hu asked u to run so slow? idiot. 2dae got show at 7. Nanyang Cc. damn sad i cant go. Agni is performing ! :( Once again, Agni Reloaded ! Im missing it again. Hmph! Haiz ! Thursday, April 15, 2010 piko Goodness ! I love tht bitch so much ! Renuga (L) School was pretty much normal today. Got early release for some of us tamil makkalz! So me, renuga, rashida & ahila took 154 went to Jp. Go frontier & ate prata. Went baq to GV to meet the rest. Got out tickets && Guess wad we watched? GURUSHETRAM! local tamil movie ! PONNEH POWER MAN ! to all indian peepz, Better watch ! Worth it. I wanna watch again. Hot movie ! ending wasnt wad i expected it to be. After movie, my bitch love <3> So went to her hse instead. Saw th 2 cuties ! Ram-Prem. They showed me some happy tree friends show in comp while ree was bathing. After that, Played block catching ! only used from 13-16 floor. But gosh, those 2 win alot tym ! Cheaterbugs ! >< Camwhored with ree after that. Took lots of weird pics. Went home. I love Renuga ttm ! -be jealous ppl ! - Wednesday, April 14, 2010 Yao Alrite, the picture above, is juz an exmaple of wad we were dng today in Jp. hell lotsa awesome-ness ! School was okok only. After school, awesome ! Went Jp library. First ate roti prata ! Fantastic ! But fucking ex ! After we eat went up to library there discuss sc stuff. Thn went jp, bought brownies!! You noe, after sooo long ! I finally had my brownies mission ACOMPLISHED! oh yeah. wanted to go home. but we ended up making a fool out of ourselves for quite some tym ! Camwhored with the mac thingy. Went home. sth happened. haizz :( Anyways, no mood rdi. Bye bye Tuesday, April 13, 2010 Mood Fucking shit ! I seriously feel like changing my attitude & EVERYTHING ! Im getting angry easily. Fuck all thm ! I have to let go! 2dae sch was..idk. Morning wait for class door to open so long! Instead joey felica n I went down sc room. nv wait. After morning assembly, Home Econs. LameShit ! I didnt concentrate. Noel & th rest ; Clarence, Junwei & Glenn. Toking horny stuff. Goodness! Esp noel. He is lyk so horny! Recessed with Joey, Renuga, Sabrina, Vernetta, Ayuni, Elydia & Iffah. Had assembly. Was listening to wad ms zhang was toking thn suddenly sabrina scare me go tap me say gt health check. Panic sia :) Funny moment. Health Check Up was sick. 1st girl :( Backbone check, got curve at the bottom part. Last yr dont have sia. Coz of my backbone prob earlier this yr lor. So tenderballs. Slacked. thn go class, mt. stayed in form class. Mrs joesph nvr come :( 2dae & tmr. Did my home econ thingy & read book. After sch eat, slack thn we went comp lab play play. I was kinda angry coz amirin book the cover tear ! >< On the way to comp lab, suhaimi push the tree leaf? thn it hit on nithya's face ! Bladdy Funny! 3.30, left for cca. Whole cca tym was like stretching for me can ?! Now my legs are super super pain! Walk oso very pain. Goodness. After cca rest at canteen. then went home. Bye ppl ! Monday, April 12, 2010 lost Took the picture from renuga tumblr. Gosh ! I so agree with it! I cant get over you. But, i have to move on. Deep down, u're still there :( Btw, I seriously hate the attitude YOU are giving me! Staring at me! For wht? Pissed off! Since last week. Boy, Whats wrong with you? I still care, GOOD FRIEND. Anyw, today was simply weird. Seriously, i asked YOU if u were emoing, you said no. Then i ask y u were showing me this kind of attitude, U said nth ! Not a single thing! I got angry for weird things. Happy for random things. Sad for the very simple reason. I seriously kinda feel lyk sheesha-ing. Zaki! Must bring me along. & Nithya, if going oso muz bring me. Raabak! Today morning clarify somethings with Vickraam. Morning assembly. Everything was as usual. Media was kinda funny. Amirin kept singing the osng TELEPHONE and VIDEOPHONE. sths rong.. Recess. Had history. Boring mike ! Bio..FUN! lit krappy. maths was interesting but confusing. -.- After sch waited damn long with yiling for ms cheng's homeecon class to finish practical. After tht had,"Picnic" Add their food. all so YUMMY ! After tt went taman jurong greens with ppl. I got angry & spoke in a angry tone to vick. Sorry D: We were talking bout smoking & drinking & sheesha-ing. fucking rite? Vick ! u ever smoke u gonna get it! >< Went home,hear songs & i slept! haha :D Ok thn, byes ! Friday, April 9, 2010 Kechick! Sch was kinda boring today. Cca abit boring. Basically, today, it totally sucks ! Im in love with the book amirin lended me. Rosie Dunne (L) Thinkin bout dng this book for my book review presentation If i am able to read it finish b4 tht. \m/ Goodness! i think. I juz think, That maybe ! Maybe i should give up. omg! Nithya mayb the person i said tht tym to u, mayb him. 1st may, Savaal 2010. I really wanna go. But, it starts at 6pm finishes at 11pm! MegaGeniz performing ! My support for u guys la ! Well Agni is my top. U all cn win (: Agni still my fav though. heh. Tmr IDC. Interective Day Camp. Sparkiez/ Pluggers ! Those who are going, all the best yeah ! Sheesh i feel lyk gng out with you. Hahah! Nithya! U noe hu eh..I wanna go out & go hyper . Sheesha ! i also want ! Raabak. Byes, Aishi Thursday, April 8, 2010 Bleeding Camwhored during english lessons. Loads of fun. Morning , verne came sch 1st, Thn joey, thn me n thn chermaine. Went for Dc Check. Zaki was moody today. I try being happy in school. But my heart, is bleeding. U're gone. I dont stand a chance anymore rite. After assembly, BIO. Kinda boring. Thn had english. Did sucha awful skit..Re-doing. After tht, we camwhored. Webcammed using vernetta's netbook. Recess, Mt. Mt, was abit boring today. Art, i cannot draw a portrait of myself -.- Music, no teacher. Relief teacher took over. Joey having mood swing. Cheerup lahh babe! Joey, Xinghui & Jolin were scribbling on FT island's picture ><> Had maths, Last period. Boring. Was feeling distracted. Sad again. After school wanted to do media project with amirin. But instead we went JP kfc. Amirin, me, joey ,verne and joey. After we eat, went lib. Renuga did our skit the script again. Sorry beb, Sorry tht we didnt help. Dont angry leh. Hope u understand. Sorry. Thn, me, verne n joey did sparkplug cheer. & guess wat, We saw a SC senior, Rupini ! She so chio n cute ! So sweet her voice :P Renuga rushed home , Vick & Aiman came after their bball match. Theyy won ! Slacked with thm. Keep getting slap by vickraam. (-.-) Left bout 630, took bus came home. Gosh ! im in love with the book amirin lend me ! Started reading only 2dae during the music lesson. & now, im in page 44! Awesome or wht ?! Ok, mum's nagging -.- Bye ! Tuesday, April 6, 2010 She's a fucking slut Yet, U're just a fucking shit of my life. Such a bitch. A slut ! I hate you. Stupid D....D ! I guess...I'm just another stranger in your life. Everyone has to overcome a heartbreaking moment rite? Right now, Dancing and being with friends are the only thing that makes me happy. U took away the old me. Im lost with that big piece of happiness that you took away from me. :( School was sian. I had no mood. Had practical test. Cooked seafood fried rice. Sucked. recess, wasted money on the cupcake. But gave it to renuga. Had assembly after that. english quiz. Interesting but boring. All the words so hard :0 Gosh ! Had SEL. quite fun.drawing stuff. thn MT. Well mt was the only period where i had some life ! (: After tht, renuga, me and joey waited for vick for lyk 1 hour to go to mac and eat! But instead kenna pangseh by aiman n vick. >< I nvr knew tht you would leave such an impact ? In my life. Mayb...Just Mayb, Giving up is the right thing to do. I'll spent the day n night crying. Crying in my heart too :( Bye monkey love. Bye treasure ! I may stop hunting. :( Labels: Lost Monday, April 5, 2010 FUCK U Fuck tht mother fucking bitch ! Whats the point ?! Im such a useless jerk. Fuck ! I'll just blame you and myself . I cant forget you . Anyw. i passed 2 n failed 1. Passed my MT n Lit. Failed history by half mark. After sch had to stay back and copy 5 pages of tat damn history textbook ! MISS WONG LI MIN ! WE JUZ FAILED BY HALF MARK ! WHY SO MUCH TO COPY ?! curses tenderballs. Went Jp around 4 with shaik, joey, renuga, jolin, yiling and vernetta. Ate at long john's thn when fairprice Extra. Was alr mood out by thn. Accompanied thm to buy their things for practical tmr. After i buy, bought sushi ? left home .Chatted with nithya .Bath . followed mum to ntuc to buy my practical things. Using the lappy till now. Haizz. I FEEL LYK A JERK. 6 months . Sorry if you guys think im too emo or wad-so-evr krap ! I DONT CARE ! Labels: 6 months, Jerk Saturday, April 3, 2010 Broken I've lost my treasure. I feel useless alr. I hope its not true. But my instincts tell me it cn be true. I guess, no one in particular cn comfort me. Except YOU. Should i move on? No. i wont ! I reli feel like crying. Anyw, Today was kinda fun. Hang out with clique : Sp^2 + V and 2 cute little boys. Aiman, Joey, Renuga and Vickraam. I LOVE THEM ALOT. Renuga's twin brothers, Ram & Prem. Gosh ! i love thm alot. Starting to miss 6 of thm alr. First went to Jurong Point met with the rest and thn went to watch movie. Clash of the titans ! Amazing show man. U guys should watch it. we watched the 3d version :) Sat in between vickraam and prem. CUTE ! After the movie, the boys went to kiddy palace and the next thing we 3 girls noe was ram and prem were running around kiddy palace! Aiman and Vick keep chasing thm. After tht left to bugis. Trained there. Had fun actually. Went to bugis junction..walk walk. Went to kfc. thn prem lost his wallet -.- went wih renuga n prem to find. Found it at a staircase. Coz of aiman >< Deeply, Awfully, Miserably Hurt. Ppl how to overcome tis? Gosh. Im happy in the outside. Sad in the inside. I put on a fake smile. Bye everyone. (: Labels: A fake smile Friday, April 2, 2010 Hungry Hello Hello peoples. Im baq once again. Im totally craving for brownies, ferero rocher and pizza! Cant seem to find a picture of a delicious looking pizza. so sad. Going out with clique tmr! Renuga, Joey, Vickraam and Aiman. (: Gonna have 2 cute people coming with us too. Ram & Prem. Renuga's twin brothers. (: Im so gonna accomplish my Brownie buying mission! >< Bored! Nth to do. Fav pplz not coming online. Boy, u're not online for very long alr. :( I hope i have a chance ... Bye folks ! Labels: BoyBoy, Brownies hooo, Cliques Everybodyinlove http://thrudeye.deviantart.com/art/Adorable-128564222 Cant wait to go out with my love ones tmr. Today is juz boring! Morning woke up and saw Yashwin, Sholihin and vindy in my house. Ohmygosh! I've not eaten since mornin. and worst thing. i havent bathe! How unbelievable. But! i brush and wash face liao . & yesterday, agni performed in tv. Simply lovely. Killabeez, nice too:)) Both was awesome! Vick nvr take pic for me :( so sad. I wanna return baq to my childhood days. I feel so peaceful there ^^ I think im becoming more & more girly. Im starting to like skirts, dresses & all. Gosh! Ok, very bored. no mood. byess (: Thursday, April 1, 2010 Left alone http://browse.deviantart.com/?qh=&section=&q=left+out#order=9&q=best+friends&offset=72 Hello people on earth. I feel so alone nowadays. Just left out almost everyday. How i wish to atleast have a best friend that i can tell how i feel and share my things with her. I need someone by me side this days. Im weak. i agree. Boy, i hope u're here. By my side. =] Well today, sch was normal juz tht my muscle pain hurted even more today. After school, we left to Jp. Followed Renuga back to her house. Gosh! her house is super nice^^ After tht left bck to interchange met joey. went hua yi sec for kraps. Thn joey went inside the sch to find for toilet. Lmao ! After that, slacked with renuga, joey, aiman and vickraam =) Saw Amysar and his bro *ps i dk the spelling.* We talked till 6.30pm. Awesome. Thn left home. Vick accompanied me home<3 How sweet of my brother. Hehehe. We walked home mann! ok, im now in happy, hyper mood! boy ! i see you (L) bye peoples ..
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay